Red Pencil
hiii <3 before you read please be aware that most of these dreams were written during a time when i was very mentally and physically unwell, and that if you are having similar vivid dreams that seem to last an extremely long time pls be aware that this is a sign of psychosis and that you should go get your brain checked tf o u t. all that being said though i am not a mental health expert and not all of these dreams are the result of poor mental health, if you would like to learn to lucid dream i highly recommend keeping a dream journal and experimenting!!
welcome to da dream journal :3

9 25 21

keep in mind that this dream lasted years and years in my head i was living in a neolithic village but we had modern looking technology like trains and holograms and things that will only ever exist in my own head. i spent the majority of my dream as a nomad traveling between different societies. there was one in a swamp where people would sleep in the mud without houses or shelter and we called it the end of the world. i spent a good amount of time there fishing and taking care of weird looking pigs until someone fell into a sinkhole so we had to relocate passed the end of the world. we went to live on the planes by a giant cliff in the really far distance there was a train that led to giant mountain that was shaped like a human face in incredible detail. we stayed on this cliff for years and years i had a wife and a baby and i remember building them a longhouse. while we were building longhouses the train stopped by our little village and since we were in the way of the railroad they burnt down our town and one of them kidnapped my baby this is where things finally stop being detailed and start acting like a dream should. one of the people who was burning down the village took me under the cliff to hide under a waterfall and told me to meet him at the giant face mountain. so once the night past and the chaos was over i hopped on the train and took the child of the person driving the train as a hostage, jumped out of the train and ended up in an inn which is where i finally woke up, this was a dream i had pretty often sometimes the people who burnt down the village were people who had snake heads whos motivation was to specifcally hunt down my baby to sacrfice to the moon?? and one time the giant face mountain was just an endless pillar that everyone would say had a head at the top of it
may 19 2023
in this dream i had a pocket watch that belonged to some aliens. i was suppose to hide it somewhere that couldnt be found in the fourth dimension because the aliens were made out of light (dream logic dont ask me wtf that means) so i hid the watch in a bookshelf and part of it inside the carpet, not underneath or on the shelf like the particles fused inside of the object. again dream logic dont ask. the aliens couldnt find it so they teleported me to a city that looked like clockwork city, picture below for refrence. the entire city was covered in corpses and people trying desperatly to eat the bodies. i was greeted by a scarecrow and asked him why i was here. his response was to scratch at the floor and write weird equations, I very famously do not believe in math so i walked away and found a jellyfish man, someone i see alot in my dreams, sitting at a table with saint jiub from morrowind. i asked them the same question and they gave me bright glowing neon?? stones? for lack of a better word. then suddenly the light aliens came back, summoned by the math scarecrow and they slaughtered the entire city but me and jiubimage of clockwork city pic of clockwork city :3

november 7th 2022

I was driving down the road with my family on a crowded highway, oil trucks were swerving and exploding and we were ran off the road. my siblings and parents were pulled out of the car by giant rats who told them they had to fight in a war. for some reason the rats didnt see me so i snuck out of the car and crawled into a little trailer across the road that was filled with other people, it had sliding glass doors and was being hauled by a flying giant rat. when the giant rat hauling the trailer started to fly people started to go insane and tried to jump out of the sliding doors, because the doors were opened and we were in the air i was sliding out and elbowed the flying rat in the eye on my way out. i fell on a guy who was impossibly tall and wore a dead lizard on his head(his name was joanna). he had a little mouse for a servant (mr mouse) who could shape shift. theres alot of inbetween bits that have just been lost to time, one part of which being where mr mouse had a wife who went insane and killed a bus full of people and made me help, anyway eventually the war was called off by joanna but the catch was everyone who served in the war had to jump into a tar pit. the pit i can remember in too much detail, full of sludge and bits of flesh and it smelt like honey suckle. me and mr mouse protested to joanna and because of this protest joanna ate mr mouse whole and spat him out into the tar pit, while this was happening i ran away and waited for mr mouses skeleton to float down the pit when i found him i pulled his skull out and hit joanna over the head with the skull and he fell into the pit still alive and drowned
march 30th 2022
a very cartoonish horse ran away from home and as it got further away its mane split into a guy and then they both kept morphing into different things the horse became a shark and the guy became a holographic women with a jellyfish hat and finally the two merged into a shark jellyfish(?) the entire time they were singing the words "my love we cant go to jupiter the cold will sting your face, it is too cold on neptune"
!!!this one is a bit disturbing so read at your own risk!!!
a song i heard in a dream, in the tune of hey there dellilah "i dont know what its like to tear at a veteran tag, or be the guy who fumbles with a wedding ring because they just dropped a bomb on new york city. im not a guy who cant remember his name because he was strapped to a bomb" in the dream i was trying to rearrange my bookshelf which at the time is something i did before i went to sleep every night. the books wouldnt stop falling off the shelf, everytime they fell the song would restart. in my dream i was under the impression i was awake so i went to my closet to rearrange my clothes (it was during the pandemic and there wasnt shit else to do) in my closet i saw a pink polo shirt that had sea shells for buttons when i realized this was not a thing i owned i figiured out i was asleep and in a dream and started screaming